I dreamed alot about Traveling to this city … i always wanted to live this experience in real : spending the christmas holidays somewhere near the Arctic . I binge watched Reels on Tiktok from Randoms telling their own stories and adventures about being here etc. i got so excited, did binge shopping with still Read more

Non-Fiction “…. To all the desperate , interested or broken sisters out there, I am selling a dog, 46 years old, mature enough to function in life and take responsibilities. Emotionally dependent. Will run behind you non stop without doing anything. He is Harmless ,But he has the ability to ruin your life as well. Read more

“وقضى ربُك الا تعبدوا الا اياه و بالوالدين احسانا اما يبلغن عندك الكبر احدهُهما او كِلاهما فلا تقُل لهما افٌ ولا تنهرهُما وقُل لهُما قولا كريما و اخفض لهما جناح الذُل من الرحمة وقُل ربي ارحمهُما كما ربياني صغيرا” صدق الله العظيم …من فترة و هذه الاية تتكرر في ذاكرتي بدون سبب … سُبحان الله Read more

Part 1 Lissabon 26th May 2025 The day is finally here , Monday, the 26th of May 2025. I have been waiting since too long , I always wanted to be there and it was like a dream coming true. something in the Bucket list is hacked and accomplished,I am going for the first time Read more

How i Spend my Lazy days and after works, in Bed, overthinking , and mediating … alone ! Things keep getting harder, but i am more expressive now. at least i know how do i feel at this moment and can express it :Angry,frustrated,irritated ! Sometimes i wish if i do not have this much Read more

Here I am again…flipping pages of my own Book ,The Book that i choose to write in it what i want to write. this time from Stockholm, and my God, I have a lot to tell … I was supposed to sit and write my Blog today in a Cafe , Resturant or a bar. Read more

Since last December things are huge chaos. a Positive Chaos, I am living in a routine that i am not used to it. Since December , I have been like Columbus, or Ibn Batota … I have been very active and to places i have never been before, Last minutes Planning, Adrenalin rushes, new cities, Read more

I had endless tantrums, i shared with strangers like a 13 years old, i acted with too much confidence just because i thought my good deeds are always understandable, i thought they are reaching out for me because of our mutual likes or admiration, i never thought that behind every word there were a hint Read more

I was supposed to finish another post somewhen earlier than now. it got deleted by mistake… I cannot remember what i was writing about but i think what i wanted to write about is how “My father made me sick” ! but in General, I do not want to dig in “unknown details” … I Read more

Since almost 2020 i have been experiencing huge inner conflicts. Alone I started experiencing new things , this new life of exploring things alone gave me many different emotions and feelings, mostly: bravery . I felt good about my decisions.However, I never paid attention to the smallest details there or let us say, the risk Read more

It is July the 14th. 2024. I honestly feel overwhelmed, as usual, days are running so quickly as if we are in a marathon ! I honestly cannot process how fast this year went by….for me, it seems as if December was just yesterday, those cold days spent mostly in bed with day dreaming and Read more

Sometimes i think life has been so cure on me and i have been getting or learning hard lessons at a younger age than what i think . i feel like as if life is giving me lessons in a harsh way ! that what i think until i start scrolling in social media and Read more

It is the 9th of May 2024 and it is a holiday, after starting with work i started perceiving the calendar differently. Mai in Germany is different, almost in every week there is a one day holiday, something i started to appreciate after committing to work . I woke up late despite i set my Read more

I was having a wonderful life till January 2019! Honestly, I f i had the chance to go back to 2018, i could have sold all of what i had back then and stayed in the UK. it was a chance that i wasted with no thinking, the opportunities, the offers, the chances … I Read more

I have been thinking all day long about this, if i should open up about all what i think about without having any fear , Anxiety or even shame in discussing this openly or just keeping it to myself ! At the end i think it is a sensitive topic in many cultures and although Read more

I grew up not liking my name, i keep complaining constantly when i have the chance about how my name is somehow an old fashioned and does not sound very modern. now having a glimpse in mind of all the weird names i came across in my life, Zainab, Still sound much way better than Read more

Professional, ethical, confidential … etc. Honestly, I think no matter how many times you see those terms during your undergrad or postgrad studies, at the end of the day, it is a matter of how much do you care as a professional worker to implement them in your actual daily routine of work! As a Read more

I feel like it has been “chronic” … if you cannot do anything about it then you just need to go with it … !. This sounds more like a saying , or common sense , or just something i came up with here … people sometimes do good in “going with something” , like Read more

Daddy Long Legs when I started reading at my 20’s, I was not sure about which books i should pick from between all those Colors, sizes, different languages, interesting books on the shelves of the Bookstores. Reading was not a hobby of mine during my childhood. Where i was born, there were no bookstores, or Read more